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[Oct. 20th, 2002|11:00 pm] |
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I hate people. I hate people. You know exactly who I'm talking about too! YEAH! You reading this! >/ ... |
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| Back from Church. |
[Oct. 20th, 2002|02:31 pm] |
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| |  satisfied | ] |
o.o it was...pretty...interesting. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 20th, 2002|02:15 pm] |
Which Utena girl are you?
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You have always been the token sexy female of the series, however, you have lost your
"bad girl" stigma from the first two games. You started out with techniques
close to that of your brother Jacky, and you share many of the same properties with him,
however since time has passed you have differentiated yourself significantly, and now it's
time to show him who's really the more interesting of the two Bryants. Some people view
your techniques as rather blase and dull, but once you get set up in the Flamingo stance,
you'll be sure to show them a few fancy tricks or two. You're also the subject of a really
cool combo video.
You go, girlfriend!
Which Virtua Fighter 4 character best suits you? |
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| I am...afraid. |
[Oct. 20th, 2002|07:53 am] |
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| |  depressed | ] |
I just had a strange dream last night. I went through some thinking, this morning, and I concluded that I'm too cynical and paranoid even for my own good. I fear the future and what's the come...and then I realized... that I'm only expecting the bad end because nothing good has come out of previous relationships. 2 months -- that's as much as I expect because I can't imagine anything else for me. It seems like it's fate for me to have a short lasting relationship...that's what that dream was about. I woke up all freaked and such. I had no time to really think hard on this issue(thank goodness) because I would've been really strange about it. Dreams like that seems so real that it feels as if it can happen in the near future.
Oh yeah, I'm just perfectly content aren't I? LoL. I think here's my problem. I don't feel as if I deserve to be happy. It's been like that for a while now. It's the lifestyle around me. I always have to suppress my emotions and ideas because others might not like it -- and when I do express it, I only get shunned for it. Asian families suck like that. Sometimes, I feel as if I keep rebuilding this barrier around myself, even though I want to get rid of it.
It's scary... |
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| ...Tired... |
[Oct. 19th, 2002|10:04 pm] |
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Fire alarm went off...we walked down 17 flights.... went out, nothing...then went back up the stairs because elevator's don't work if the alarm is still on...and then....now, I'm here. |
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| o.o Concert = Weed |
[Oct. 19th, 2002|02:06 pm] |
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| |  sore | ] |
I went to a concert last night with John and his brother Matt. xD It was hilarious. I left my ID...being the stupid person I am and we went back for it, and there was STILL a line! LoL. But I felt all small in there but there was nothing I could do about it. People were smoking, drinking, and doing stuff. o.o There was...bad porn on the large screen..and I couldn't help but laugh. xD Anyway, he slept over last night and it was nice. :B he's just a big teddy bear...and well...twin bed with two people who are pretty big...is amusing...xD We actually fit. LoL. Okay, enough of that.
My arm died. My left arm hurts like fuck...all of a sudden too...hmm.... |
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| My Eye. |
[Oct. 18th, 2002|11:37 am] |
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| |  sick | ] |
My left eye is perfectly fine...except for the feeling that it has something glazed over it. It's kinda red and stuff...but it doesn't feel irritated. It just has a glazed feel over it -- I hate allergies. xD I'm still having that irritated sore throat feel and my nose is slowly clearing up. T_T It takes me long to recover from a very bad allergy attack...at least I didn't pass out or die from a stopped lung or something like that -- then that'd suck. I think I'm going to get wired from tylenol again. LoL. It's so funny because it relieves the pain. My blister thing is almost gone and I'm happy because of that -- but my eye feels all yucky! x_x; ...ewwwie... ::twitch:: I can open it all the way, it's not swollen, doesn't feel swollen .... and I'm pretty much okay...hopefully, I'll heal before tonight.
I sneezed 4 times just now...^^;; ...and...one more. Aiiiie... ::flop:: @_@ ... nyo... I hate allergies, nyo. |
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| My greatest fear. |
[Oct. 18th, 2002|02:08 am] |
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| | crushed | ] |
I have a fear....a fear that I have figured out what I am allergic to. I was allergic to...CATS... omg!!!!! I love cats so much but I am soo allergic to them! x_x; .. I love cats to death but when I got over john's place, these allergies started kicking in -- much like the ones at nicole's place and she has cats too. OMG, I was so upset. I wanted to stay with john for as long as I possibly could ... but I couldn't even breathe. I was wheezing this time and coughing up mucus. T_T nice description I know...but I felt bad for leaving him...I miss him already...
John, if you're reading this -- you suck because I miss you so much! >B |
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| I went shopping |
[Oct. 17th, 2002|12:38 pm] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
SWEATER HO!!!! xD LoL. I bought a nice sweater and knee length skirt at H&M today...and I'm going out again to pick up some shoes... ^^;;; .... oh well. I need to go shopping anyway. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 17th, 2002|12:14 am] |
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take free enneagram test
too selfless
too rational
too non judgemental
too disorderly
too assertive
too domineering
overreaching
overly positive
too extroverted
apathetic
strained
too antisocial
too needless
overwhelmed
under confident
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| Rainy Day |
[Oct. 16th, 2002|05:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
It's interesting how a day can turn weird on ya in a few seconds. I went to sleep for about 3 hours and woke up to eat something -- stomach hungry. Whee...anyway, my roomies were screaming at eachother and I found that...upsetting. I hate people screaming and yelling at eachother. :/ ... it brings back bad memories.
I finally cleaned the apartment...but yeah...::sigh:: ... |
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| Nude Models |
[Oct. 16th, 2002|12:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  artistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Yoko Kanno - Call Me Call Me | ] |
Interesting. First time I've actually drew someone in the nude...it was ...nice to have someone pose for you but damn, isn't he cold? x.x It was freezing today..and he was all naked up there... x_X Anyway! I had fun in that class because I finally got my drawings fixed and figured out how the body works better. We drew things for like a good 2-3 hours. *_* My dream come true.... |
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| Annoyed. |
[Oct. 15th, 2002|08:44 pm] |
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| | aggravated | ] |
I'm annoyed because someone likes to bother me about strange stuff. I hate people who loathe on the past. People -- like that should stop it before I get peeved off. For instance, people should move on! DAMMIT! What's the point of feeling sorry for yourself and bringing everyone else down with you?! x.x ;... ::aggravated:: ... DAH!!!
Onto the good news, I finished a drawing again...and I realize now...that I can draw hands!!! :D WOO!!! It only took me a while to get it but I did it! ^_^ |
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| I'm finally up. |
[Oct. 15th, 2002|01:13 pm] |
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| |  good | ] |
It's good to sleep late. Last night was interesting. John came over again...but he left early. T_T;; ... I wanted him to stay longer...I know he did too but then he said that he left because I said that I was tired! BASTARD!!! x.x ... then I called him because I got bored and I didn't want to sleep and then, we talked for hours. O.o; ... First time that happened. Interesting...hmm...I learned a lot about him last night. ^^ He's so sweet...aww... ::huggles miniature john plushie:: LoL and last night when he came, he got me flowers...but I said this when he came in:
"My flowers are better! :B "
LoL. xD I'm always trying to top him off -- oh well. He bought me a mercury plushie tho -- so that kinda takes my toppping off away. :D Although!!! I bought him some Strawberry pocky, Tomato Pretz, and two pairs of chopsticks! ^^ It's an inside thing...LoL. Lets see, I talked to Kapo last night because I got bored too...dammit, he shouldn't have left too early. I didn't get to go online last night because I was...talking....on the phone and my other roomies were online. ::siiigh:: Tonight's my night to cook and I'm amused. LoL. xD ...I'm trying not to kill my roommates with a spicy dish anymore...they might try to kick me outta the apartment if that happens again. LoL. |
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